By The Rev. Torey Lightcap
April 21, 2013
St. Thomas Episcopal Church
“Way”
The events that unfolded this
week in Boston
Were as strange as they were frightening.
Explosions, three deaths, many
injured, the city on lockdown ...
And then, just as suddenly, one suspect
killed, another in custody.
What is perhaps strangest about
it to me, though,
Is how even though it’s all pretty bizarre
and macabre,
At the same time there is something very
sadly familiar about it.
Something that hears the news
and says, Lord have mercy, here we go
again.
Every time we go through senseless
things like this as a culture and a society –
Every time we’re forced to use terms like mass murder or terrorism –
Every time the news breaks in and the
feeding frenzy starts
And Facebook goes on overload and people
try to manage their anxiety –
There’s a common sequence of thoughts and
emotions –
That first began, for me, in 1995, with
Oklahoma City,
And goes right through to today.
All the names so synonymous
with these things:
Murrah Building. Columbine. 9/11. Virginia
Tech. Aurora. Newtown.
The noise. The smoke. The
chaos. “We interrupt this regularly scheduled program.”
A sudden shifting and
reorientation – attention being drawn to this new thing.
Watching things play out. Many
people watching, passive, helpless.
The sudden appearance of
shrines, candles, flowers, poetry, teddy bears.
The local news trying to get a
local angle on an international story.
People not knowing what to do,
precisely. Maybe going out and giving blood.
People telling reporters,
He was
a nice guy who set out his trash like everyone else.
The sudden appearance of a few
extra people at the door of the church,
Looking for answers about why men’s hearts
can be so dark,
And Where Is God In All This.
The mass services of burial by
churches.
The public service to honor the
victims, when politicians show up.
The honoring of heroes and
stories arising from tragedy –
Realizing we are a braver and more charitable
people than we thought.
The endless coverage in local
media. Debates about culture and guns.
Then, amidst trials and
arguments over what makes for justice,
The convenient forgetting of the facts and
the Oh yeah – that happened.
We do whatever we can to cope.
Seems we have only so much
attention, and increasingly less of that
to go around.
This is the distracted,
violent, unsafe world we live in now, and I’m sorry for it.
Information is instantaneous
and worldwide.
With one thoughtless deed someone
can become instantly known by everyone.
Murder can be a platform for
infamy –
As a way to make one’s particular agenda
known –
Whatever axe one may wish to grind,
whatever has gotten someone angry,
Or a mental disease working itself out.
It’s just the world we live in.
It isn’t right, but it is the way things are, and I’m sorry for it.
There’s no magic pill or
incantation that’s going to change it.
Innocent blood will continue to
be spilled.
But. For you, and for me, it’s
different.
Just because this is the world
we live in
Doesn’t mean we have to live with it.
Where others might simply shake
their heads and give in,
Christians don’t get a free pass; in fact,
we’re never off the hook,
From the moment of our baptisms onward.
Contrary to common ideas, I’m
sure that the vision Jesus had for the
world
Was not that we would live entirely free from
conflict,
But rather that we would give glory to God in
spite of whatever conflict
Was before us and within us.
That we would give glory to God
through our words, deeds, and prayers;
And that it would show up in how we treat our
neighbors.
That we would find a way to
give beyond our means.
That we would pray not only for
victims, but also for perpetrators and terrorists –
That everyone
might come to know the love of God –
As hard a prayer as that might be to say.
That we would guard our hearts
and keep them supple,
So that tragedy would not harden us,
But only serve to make us more
compassionate … and wiser.
That we would know the things
that make for peace, and do them.
We’re a peculiar people living
in a peculiar place and time,
And an awful lot depends on how we act, how
we respond to tragedy.
There’s no question we have to
respond.
The only question is whether we
will follow the fearful crowd
Or instead be willing live and think in a
different way –
The way of Christ, the good shepherd, which
is the way of justice and peace.
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