By The Rev. Torey Lightcap
March 28, 2013
St. Thomas Episcopal Church
John 13:1-17,31b-35
“Commanded”
“Maundy” Thursday. What in the
world is a Maundy, anyway?
We first see that word appear in
the year 1440.
The word “maundy” creeps out of
the language we call Old French:
Maunde,
derived from the Latin:
Mandatum,
as in “mandate,” as in “commandment.”
As in, something that must be
done.
“Do this.”
It’s something we have already
heard and will continue to hear quite a lot tonight.
After washing the disciples’
feet, Jesus says, by way of commandment,
“If I, your Lord and Teacher, have washed
your feet,
You also ought to wash one another’s feet.
For I have set you an example,
That you also should do as I have done to
you.”
Or in the institution of what
we call the Holy Eucharist,
We hear it again, in this same night in the
upper room:
This,
my body … This, my blood … Take them …
Do this and remember me.
Then, if we still haven’t
gotten the point, we hear it again in the garden
In the challenges that Jesus issues to his
followers:
Stay
with me, remain here, watch and pray, put away the sword.
Mandates. There’s an old joke
in The Episcopal Church:
“We follow four commandments and six suggestions.”
But the footwashing, and the
meal: these are clear commandments, not suggestions.
“Do this.”
If you are here tonight, you
are fortunate,
Because Maundy Thursday is all about
instructions –
Getting clear, direct instructions and
following them.
Being told, in a very plain
way, to Do This,
And then doing it.
But. The way of Jesus-followers
has been frustrated at times
By an impulse to emphasize the opposite of “Do This,”
And Christians have become world famous for
what they would rather others not do,
Or, you may say, what you shouldn’t do.
Do Not Do This. Do Not Do That.
Fairly or unfairly, Christians
are painted as the scolds of the world –
Those who shake their heads and warn: ah-ah-AAh.
I wouldn’t do that if I were you.
In our political and sexual
ethics,
In matters of taste and art,
In how we train each other up to see and
engage the world,
Even in how we read our own holy scriptures:
Christians have come to be defined
So much more by what they Do Not Do than
by What They Actually Accomplish.
In the minds of many, we seem
have come to expect the name Christian
To be equated with prudish finger-wagging.
Certainly Jesus places
prohibitions on things
In the course of his life and ministry and
teaching,
And we are meant to heed those prohibitions:
… Do
not store up for yourselves treasures on earth
… Let the little children
come to me, and do not hinder them
… Do not look upon others
with lust in your hearts
… Do not resist an evildoer.
But all this, you see, is
really just splitting hairs.
Jesus’ life and his work and
his ministry are all crescendoing into this moment –
These three days into which we have already
entered –
And those three days,
Together with what is already and what is
still to come,
Are all saying the same thing:
In whatever you do … in whatever you choose
not to do,
Make life and share your stuff and tell
the truth and love God and love each other,
And do the things that make for lasting
peace.
May I suggest that the list of
things to do
Strongly outweighs the list of things not to
do.
What is this desire we have to
phrase things in the negative?
If we could somehow pray and
work our way into a vision of what we need to do,
To do better and to do more of,
And spent less time focusing on what has
been prohibited,
Wouldn’t we get further along?
So we have these new
commandments tonight placed upon us as joyful burden:
That is, things we must do.
Things that Jesus-followers do,
to be redundant, because they are the
followers of Jesus.
Otherwise, … ?
He said do them; so we do them.
We do them without a perfect
comprehension of what they are or what they mean,
Even though we must strive to understand,
Because simply to strive is a form of praise
to God.
We do them even though they are
difficult or make us uncomfortable.
Is staying up half the night in
prayer my idea of a good time?
Even though you know me as your
priest?
Not really, no.
I’d rather get my rest and feel
like a more effective person of prayer.
Yet there’s Jesus, asking me to
perform one more inconvenient act on his behalf.
Is our coming here night after
night, Thursday-Friday-Saturday,
And then Sunday morning when it seems to be
all over with, a form of hilarious fun?
For most of us, no.
But it’s the commandment. To
keep the community intact and worshipping.
If we can, at all, we should.
Is walking the dangerous path
of the cross of Christ on a Friday afternoon
More fun than going to a movie or a long
lunch with my friends?
No. But if I don’t give God a
chance to show me something in that cross
About how God wants to love me
Or about how I’m supposed to live my life,
Then something essential will have been
lost on me.
Is my constantly taking in the
Body and Blood of Jesus
Or committing myself to prayer and solitude
Or contemplating the depths of human
depravity and bloodlust on the cross –
Is any of this convenient, or fun?
No. Frankly it’s a little
terrifying.
It’s also what it takes to get
it through my thick skull.
So we follow the commandments,
the mandates.
In the same way, then:
Is taking off my shoes and socks and letting
someone wash my feet
And then turning around and doing the same
for someone else my idea of a good time?
No, not really. Not on the
surface.
It’s an idea that quite
honestly makes me pretty squeamish.
But I do it anyway; because,
well, it’s “maundy.” It’s a commandment.
I’ve been told to do it, so I
do it.
And here is what I have found
in the times I have done this in my life.
At first, in all truth, I
really am a little put off by it.
But God clears out a space
where transformation is possible.
And then something happens.
I guess what happens is … the
world I live in gets bigger.
I am reminded in footwashing that
I am not the center of the universe.
Taking another person’s foot in
my hands,
It may as well be someone’s very heart.
There is something in it
That makes me feel responsible somehow for
the other person’s welfare.
There’s a lifeline that runs between
me and the other person:
Silent, unspoken, but it’s there.
A holiness.
I can only just try to be
present to it.
And then when it is my turn to
receive this gift,
I have felt God speaking through it,
Saying: See?
Maybe the world isn’t such a terrible place after all.
Maybe there are still ways
we can care for each other
And not have to feel
defensive, or perfect, or jaded, or cynical,
Or never feel that we
really have time to spare for each other.
Maybe the world is safer,
and saner than I go around thinking
Because someone really
could carry out this commandment of Christ.
And not really even on my
behalf, but on behalf of Jesus,
Because he was the first
one who said to Do This.
It’s a teaching I can’t get to
in my head;
I have to engage my whole body and stoop down
for the sake of another human being
And then receive the same gift, on my
crummy old feet,
And then I get it. I know it in my heart.
…
Somehow … That’s goodness.
That’s beauty.
Shining out of this little
church tonight.
To our tired-out, busted-up old
world.
See, most of the time we keep
our guard up,
And we find ourselves wondering if there are
any other people in this world
Who really do care and who really can show
love.
We know that in our family lives
and with people we’re really close to,
We can do that. It’s easy.
But there is such hunger in
people
To know that they really are loved.
A mandate.
And I guess that’s really all Jesus
is showing us:
How to feed that hunger in this simple way.
To show them that they are
capable of receiving love and care,
And to give them love.
To place an image of Jesus
right before them,
And then receive the very same thing from
someone else.
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